Saturday & Sunday

We went back into SF shopped around a bit
our new friend select came along, he's pretty smooth ;]
we took a buncha top secret videos that im about to upload
we got new bracelets!!
we walked 4567809768765 miles to a comedy club that jason's friend was performing at
he was funny, a bit depressing, but funny
we took a few more video and select shots then headed over to BK DUH
we all got steakhouse burgers. [mine and laurens didnt have potato!!]
we then made more videos and talked to strangers
afterward we decided to throw a PARTY at my place
this party would include: me, lauren, jason, and billy monster
we drank it up, had band practice, and of course danced like the yelle guys
when i tried to show lauren my dance moves i slipped on the blankets and fell haha
then i decided billy wanted to hang out so i picked him up and he peed all over me
it was sooo cute!! he fuckin sprayed! ha
then we ate everything in my fridge and jason played us guitar
then we all passed out

sunday we woke up, went to the mall, ate quiznos[<3]
the chicken carbonara is the best sandwich in the whole world!
after jason dropped us off and me and lauren went to SF
we had mega train party2008
when we got to SF we walked around then went to delerium
we made all kinds of friends
our new friend is named james he has cool dreads and likes to surf
we danced the night away with him and a buncha black dudes
it was fun we said bye to LITERALLY everyone in the bar and explained to them we had to catch the last train home
then we got back home and called bolin and andy OF COURSE
then we passed outtt
one of the best weekends everrrr <3

dope son!

Lauren came over friday afternoon
we hopped on the bart and met up with jason in SF
we went to this place called delerium
it was poppin ha
we met a girl that reminded us of keisha
and when we went to the girl's bathroom we encountered a boy writing on the wall with chalk
we then demanded he write our names on the wall
he was way cool
after, we hit up a couple other bars

planned to go to the local tittay bar but never got around to it
we walked back to jason's truck and on the way we had a mad photoshoot
we sat on a couch on the street and jason said
"uhhh i wouldnt sit there, look at this trail."
but me and lauren completely disrgaurded what he had said and sat there anyway then we looked at eachother and said
"it smells like pee!"

we all got into the truck and began our mission over the bridge and bumped MIA and random girl songs on lauren's Ipod
when we got back to jasons we ate milano cookies, egg rolls, and took shots
we had nerf war II then lauren passed out

then we all took provocative photos
the last thing i remembered was jason looking at the time then announcing "i have work in a half an hour!" then proceeding to take a shot. that was 6:30ish
me and lauren passed out
when we woke up we noticed he was at work but were thrilled to find a map to the BART station
we got back and we went to chipotle [my first experience! it was gooood]
then i had my interview god i hope i get the job!!

Whiskey Wednesday

I went out to Oakland to have dinner with Jason
we ate at this very vacant chinese restaurant/ the tofu was gooddd
After dinner we walked to the liquor store and bought scratchers
neither of us won
we proceeded to walk to a bar a few blocks away
we both had a couple of jack & cokes
then decided to sip on dat hennessey
after a few sips we took over 2 new names:
Jamal and Laquisha
Jamal stole me the really cute baby salt and pepper shakers hahah
after the bar we felt donuts were very appropriate
however the only 24 hour donut shop was quite a ways away
so we had to stop by a convenient store and grab some snacks for the trail
Jason's idea of a snack was a bottle of whiskey
mine was of course milano cookies and pre packaged chocolate donuts
for some reason it made sense to pregame fresh donuts with bad donuts
so we began our journey up hill
we literally walked a few miles
i honestly didnt think i would make it haha i was soo tired
we finally got there but by the time we did i was full from the cookies, donuts, and whiskey so i only wound up eating a donut hole
we made our way back to his place and had a nerf gun war
i stuck the dart on my forehead and kept it there for the remainder of the night
we lurked it up, listened to pterodactyls and the really good music he made
he sang, spilled whiskey all over his keyboard and my pants then we listened to the "my dick" song and passed out.
FUNNNN night :]
i got home at 7 and had school at 11
i have an interview with borders whoot whoot!

Self help for the day

I dont want to talk about the things that make me want to kill myself, i want to talk about the things that dont. I dont want to try to fix constants, i want to fix variables. I have to trade in my regrets for lessons. :]

One week mark

I finally got hooked up with verizon USB card. im HYYYYPED. Justin left this morning so that sucked but this has totally cheered me upp! job hunt begins and i have a new favorite spot

ketchup

There were a few more drunk nights before the desert and i parted ways. It was nothing you havent read in my other blogs but we did make everynight count! Northern California was a fabulous choice. Everything is going really really well. I finally feel like this quant box is home. I'm not drinking as much and ive recently picked up this new meal called "salad" its a buncha leaves with dressing. its pretty alright i guess. Ive been making elaborate meals, organizing shit, watching movies galore, and playing spider, bejeweled 2, and diner dash. Diner dash is of course this awesome game where you are a server in a remote restaurant in an amusement park. The object of the game is to save the store from crashing. you have to seat, take orders, serve, collect money, and clean up. For some god forsaken reason its one of the most ridiculous addicting games ive even played. Its like having an interactve job. pretty lame i guess. Justin popped in yesterday morning. we took a subway to san francisco. we ate at cheesecake factory of course haha, then we just walked around the city. its an awesome place. we took the wrong route and wound up in dubln and didnt get home til late. The night before i met up with my friend jason and some friends of his. We went to a korean bar and i tried soju (korean liquor) for the first time. it was pretty good it tasted like vodka but it was smoootherrr! by the end of the night i was hammered and when justin asked for directions i slurred "just go north!!" ha then today we went out to the marina hung out then had a fancy dinner at Taco Bell. crunch wrap supremes are bombbb. then we saw tropic thunder which was mega hilarious. now im just dreading him leaving :( Anyway now that were all caught up im gonna make some quesadillas.
ciao.

post script: i really miss my family/friends <3