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Philosofear:
So you don't know what you've got until it's gone
AND you had it because you loved it
BUT you let it go because that's what you were supposed to do
OR was it because you no longer loved it?
AND supposedly if it comes back its meant to be.
BUT you refuse to touch the stove twice

!!whoa!!

I havent posted anything in a little over a week
there is a new addition to the family, "boreski"
more like "whore-ski"
ANYWAY Andy's been in it more
victor, ben, and luis have as well
AND "duh" is the new IT word


WEEKEND UPDATES:

FRIDAY

the center show
me lauren and victor pregamed in the parkinglot
victor passed out on the couch during the show haha
lauren lost her purse but i got it back
we went back to the UN house
i went home

SATURDAY

the ignition show
lauren and linda made me take off my shorts and wear my dress by itself ha
war tapes were pretty awesome
pterodactyls sounded pretty good, i love that dannys in it
i tried to get everyone to dance to soldistrict
we went to an afterparty
aparently me and johnny rolled around in the grass?
this lesbian tried to get me to go to a room AH
me and val went pee and had a good talk
i took shot of random whiskey with some new friends
i caught up with seth
stopped puff from fighting cause he couldnt even stand on his own
helped albert by getting him water as he threw up over a wall ha
danced around
saw tina and we reminesced about our trampoline days and working at marios
lauren passed out in her car :(
i drove us all to laurens
andy met up we had a sleep ova
we sang to andys music
andy and lauren lifted weights
we stayed up til 7 am then andy woke us up at 10
with his day plan nonsense
hes so funny!

SUNDAY

wilber, matthew, victor, justin, and andy came to lauren's
we all drank, ate snacks, and watched movies
saving silverman is the best movie everr
matthew mocked me haha
sat in laurens moms bathtub and talked to justin on the phone
went to the gas station
laid outside on the floor with justin and rambled about whatever
we were gonna trade #s then he said he didnt have a phone
so then i reached into the side pocket of his car and said
"THEN WHATS THIS??!" as i pulled out a lint roller
then he said "no thats a lint roller, this is my phone"
then for some reason i said "no wonder your phone doesnt have lint!!"
haha im an idiot
everyone left then me lauren and victor went to bed cause were so romantic

MONDAY

went over to victors
hung out with ben luis johnny and victor
had strange conversations
mini mall party
jam session 2008
armondo picked me up
we ate rice at the park then had an mega food fight
we heard some dude makin lame threats via phone
we went over to a mexican mans house
we picked up beer galore
then hung out and i spoke to them in spanish and got to know them
it was chill dawg

AND NOW WEEKEND VIDEOS...










AND NOW WEEKEND PICTURES:

bathroom rendezvous


sweatty-ass neil


podium whores

funk

i had an awesome time my second night in half moon bay.
got pretty plastered and danced all night
my dad wound up being the bartender at the family affair
he took shots and got pretty wasted.
it was the first time ive seen him that happy.
pretty rare occasion. for real.

Last night i went to victors
ben, luis, johnny, carlos, lauren, albert, and victor maybe more?
we all drank vodka and juice
we all talked about how victor was james bond
we danced, blurriMess, i went home

its like this

I've seen wall e twice now, I've been drunk every night, I've danced a whole lot, a few mall parties, a few UN house encounters, some BK meals, a swim party, happy hour and appetizer deals, some reuniting, mostly skovar, mostly destructive, mostly productive, pretty intense, and pretty fun. usually the person that's always in it, hasn't been. I blame the cable company, nineties mtv animation, and false accusations. DUH now I'm stuck in a big city on a family trip and couldn't want to go home more desperately. however, I do appreciate the weather and the food more than I am willing to admit. I also really did miss these friendly faces. not to mention my cousin made the best blended strawberry margarita I've ever had! goodnight.

optimistic

i drove by a shitty car yesterday and felt alot better about my situation
thats terrible.

-saturday, had river party with andy, johnny, and matthew
-skovar and strawberry white zin
-went to the red barn
-danced around all cuhhhrazy
-stole drinks of lauren's free drink
-met some sophisticated dude
-hung out with everyone
-asked david if he sold glass to piss him off
-saved megan from this scary guy by telling him we were lesbians
-saw everyone i knew
-slapped some asses
-bathroom parties
-talking to the door guy and him tellin me to add
his band and how to fix my car's muffler ha

-sunday, bk with johnny
-river party UHGAIN
-took our blood pressure 46546546 times
-skovar handle #2 of the weekend
-i love red amp!
-met up with andy and matthew
-matthew, johnny, and andy copied los campesinos




-went to see wall-E, best movie everrrr
-"WALL-EEE" ..."Evaaaaa"
-andy bought popcorn and we all mooched
-went to victor's
-we had dance party2008
-vodka and orangeade is the new black
-me and lauren gave eachother lap dances
-me and victor paraded around in moo moos
-"i only have 2 moo moos."
-we had photoshoot and attempted to have a collaborative painting
-we didnt get around to it ha
-me and lauren sat on the sidewalk and chatted
-went home

hellaaa shitty

wed, thurs, fri is sort of a blur
some dumb chicken fucker busted my car window and stole my stereo and ipod
it does sorta make me wanna kill myself when i drive around in silence and part of my window breaks off a little more everytime i close the door. But i have to be greatful that those assholes didnt harm me or anyone else. AAANYWAY ive been in a quiet mood lately. I can't help it. I'm just really pensive and stressed constantly. Its totally not like me. I'm a mellow person, it weirds me out.

Friday night was ignition show. i hated andy and walked out on his show
we started up the "andy sucks" chant. EVERYONE was in it. I felt bad but it was way funny and it was all out of good fun. We went down to JD's landing and had a ghettoass margarita for 6 bucks a piece. the bartender was an idiot. went back to ignition hung out with strangers and took pics. Drove back to PD and me, lauren, carlos, and linda sang selena at the top of our lungs. Went over to the UN house. it was chill. Wonder how tonight will turn. We'll probably end up at the red barn.

dsghkjs

MONDAY
-didnt leave my house :]

TUESDAY
-hung out with lauren
-had a cran and vodka
-made music
-went to carlos'
-la cadena
-we all took shots
-me. lauren, and carlos went swimming in boxers and a shirt
-me and lauren devised a plan for me to marry rich and get us plastic surgery
-me and carlos had a mini photoshoot
-went to the UN house
-me and victor shared a blue lollipop and split up the gum at the end haha
-me and robbie made ugly faces at eachother
-i hung out with cats and one of them jumped out of a high window!
-we all talked about movies
-i stole eddddgarrr's hat and wore it
-edgarrrr admitted he hated me cause i gave him the wrong name back when i was in high school and there were shows at olympia hah
-dropped carlos off and went homee
-had a drunk conversation with my mom and when she asked why i smelled like alcohol, i said "mom! i always smell that way!" and continued my story hahaha