Wednesday, May 21, 2008

its wednesday, i feel fucking wacky

-monday was redbarn, vodka, and shuffleboard
-tuesday was movies and vodka

andys phone i think is shut off
:(
yuck.


im about to eatfresh

ive had this weird feeling since last night


i have this philosophy that certain people kind of sink over the months. Not necessarily because they chose to, just because you drown them out and let them go in your life. And just when you really feel theyve left your head, their distant memory floats back to the top. Just like any corpse would in a body of water. Its almost as if they even haunt you sometimes when you drink even though you were drinking them away. Its a sick cycle because you spend so long concealing and piling people over them however no matter what they're still at the bottom existing and you never rid of them. I just hope they never rid of me.

i need a drink :)

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