Friday, November 14, 2008

as of now...

Everything is peachy and i am now here

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Wednesday, October 1, 2008

updates

I tried magical brownies.
i made up a new song called "DNA overdose"
i ate a spam and egg sandwich from this place called "hawaiian bbq"
my car broke down perhaps for good
im meeting good people
i ventured off to daily city and really enjoyed it
love fest is this weekend
im seeing crystal castles the 29th
im hyped on it being october/ halloween
i wanna carve a pumpkin as soon as i get means of transportation to bring it home
the bus is 1.75 what a rip!
oh and a few "hella"s have been escaping my mouth
pretty intense.

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

I think ill go out and emberass myself by getting drunk and falling down in the street...

Saturday night:

kelly and anton decided to come up and visit very spur of the moment.
early in the night jason and i took shots and walked the oakland streets
at one point we came across this homeless couple, the woman insisted we take a picture of her. hmm strange. then when kelly let us know that she was at jasons we began walking home. On the way we encountered a car full of pet magnets. they were advertising their business and a sign lie next to it that said "take one" I of course took Aadvantage of such an opportunity and decided to grab about 10. Then shortly after i informed jason that we should run. My very first step out to run, i trip over my own foot and go down. I bruised and scraped my knee, palm and elbow haha. When we finally arrived back to his place we decided to hang out on jason's stoop Hey Arnold style. Some homeless guy came along and let us know that it was his birthday so anton bought him a 40 and we demanded he chugged it ha. Then we went back inside. We had a few more rounds of shots then kelly and anTWAN passed out. Me and jason decided to stay up and have dance another dance party. Then i brought out a whole package of pepperoni and we put it on top of chips and ate it. Let me just say, i dont even like pepperoni but im gonna guess we each had about 20 slices. terrible.

Sunday night:

We went to chili's and had an awesome dinner. we then rounded up some party materials and set up a game of vodka-pong. kelly and i won against jason and antwan of course! we then proceeded to play kings. MY own rule was that we couldnt say drink, drank, or drunk. I pretty much broke it every single time something came out of my mouth. then id go "i dont wanna talk anymore, i cant drink anymore" "DAMNIT!!" then after a while i started to feel sick and told jason i felt like throwing up so he suggested we throw up together outside by the lake haha. so we go out and he's standing there with his fingers down his throat and goes ready?? but then i decide we should make it into a game so i get a cup and state that the object of the game is to make the most vomit into the cup. Jason volunteers to go first then decides he cant throw up then i admit i dont have to either. Then I say "hey i can fit in the dryer wanna see?" so we go to the laundry mat place and i climb in all confident but i am wearing boots and am unable to get out and my knee was hurting from the night before. At one point i even truely thought they were going to have to call the ambulance but a few minutes later i got out. jason recorded that last few minutes haha.


we went back inflated all the beds watched kelly and anton wrestle then passed out. Then when we woke up we visited wayne and got some bomb bagels. kelly and anton left then i had work. blah. Good fucking weekend!

Wednesday, September 10, 2008

Highlights of the week so far

-best bagel i ever had on monday
-a crazy CRAZY man hit on me at school, could i attract any other?
-i walked in to my psych class just as my name was being called for role.
[i have ALWAYS wanted to do that/ just like in movies!!]
-i learned how to make every drink on the menu at work
-i got 2 free CDs
-i invented a new dip... nacho cheese + sriracha
-i lost a couple pounds
-i can now walk up 2 flights of stairs without breathing like a fatfat man
-i had the best sandwich ever
-AND i made up a new keyboard song

Sunday, September 7, 2008

Bizarre celebrations spread thin

tuesday night i went over to jason's to attempt a summary of sexism in mordern day sitcoms however mid research, select interupted and insisted we drink him in a new game we invented where everytime someone laughed at will and grace, they must drink. before i knew it i was pretty sauced. The summary which would have been about a paragraph, wound up being 2 pages long of illegable nonsense. Well I gotta say the first two paragraphs werent too bad, the third was some irrelevant rant about foil being manly and strong and how women arent which made no sense at all what so ever. Then the last and final paragraph Jason wrote. Ha. Then I woke up 4 minutes before class to which was a 20 hour drive away. didnt quite make ittt. i also had to skip out on italian in order to get decent sleep before my first day of work blahhh. im actually starting to grasp wtf a cappacino, latte, and mocha are. its rediculous but im starting to like it. i do make a mean frappaccino.

thursday, justin arrived in town. i had class then work but we managed to hang out in between. we ordered a magnificent buffet at taco bell then picked up skoves at longs. we also bought a cool card drinking game from spencers. we were gonna play but justin passed out. so then we both went to bed all early like grandparentsss. friday i had class in san ramon. My math teacher looks exactly like eddie murphy and he's even funny! and he has this miagnificent jamaican accent (gotta love him). after school justin and i got on the bart and headed into the city. We pregamed a storm. We walked and walked then went to delirium and made videos of nonsense. We pitched in to buy a handle of jameson with strangers from a man who had obviously had stolen it. we sat in a circle and drank around the corner from the bar and talked about whatever. 3 of the guys were from the city, one was on probation for tagging, the other was from scandonavia or whatever its called, and the third was just some weird indie boy. After we walked around a bit more than headed home. It was funnnnn. justin left this morning, yuck. im finally home sick. its no good. i dont wanna be back home i just want everyone here. :\ justin and lauren need to move here NOW.

Monday, August 25, 2008

Saturday & Sunday

We went back into SF shopped around a bit
our new friend select came along, he's pretty smooth ;]
we took a buncha top secret videos that im about to upload
we got new bracelets!!
we walked 4567809768765 miles to a comedy club that jason's friend was performing at
he was funny, a bit depressing, but funny
we took a few more video and select shots then headed over to BK DUH
we all got steakhouse burgers. [mine and laurens didnt have potato!!]
we then made more videos and talked to strangers
afterward we decided to throw a PARTY at my place
this party would include: me, lauren, jason, and billy monster
we drank it up, had band practice, and of course danced like the yelle guys
when i tried to show lauren my dance moves i slipped on the blankets and fell haha
then i decided billy wanted to hang out so i picked him up and he peed all over me
it was sooo cute!! he fuckin sprayed! ha
then we ate everything in my fridge and jason played us guitar
then we all passed out

sunday we woke up, went to the mall, ate quiznos[<3]
the chicken carbonara is the best sandwich in the whole world!
after jason dropped us off and me and lauren went to SF
we had mega train party2008
when we got to SF we walked around then went to delerium
we made all kinds of friends
our new friend is named james he has cool dreads and likes to surf
we danced the night away with him and a buncha black dudes
it was fun we said bye to LITERALLY everyone in the bar and explained to them we had to catch the last train home
then we got back home and called bolin and andy OF COURSE
then we passed outtt
one of the best weekends everrrr <3

dope son!

Lauren came over friday afternoon
we hopped on the bart and met up with jason in SF
we went to this place called delerium
it was poppin ha
we met a girl that reminded us of keisha
and when we went to the girl's bathroom we encountered a boy writing on the wall with chalk
we then demanded he write our names on the wall
he was way cool
after, we hit up a couple other bars

planned to go to the local tittay bar but never got around to it
we walked back to jason's truck and on the way we had a mad photoshoot
we sat on a couch on the street and jason said
"uhhh i wouldnt sit there, look at this trail."
but me and lauren completely disrgaurded what he had said and sat there anyway then we looked at eachother and said
"it smells like pee!"

we all got into the truck and began our mission over the bridge and bumped MIA and random girl songs on lauren's Ipod
when we got back to jasons we ate milano cookies, egg rolls, and took shots
we had nerf war II then lauren passed out

then we all took provocative photos
the last thing i remembered was jason looking at the time then announcing "i have work in a half an hour!" then proceeding to take a shot. that was 6:30ish
me and lauren passed out
when we woke up we noticed he was at work but were thrilled to find a map to the BART station
we got back and we went to chipotle [my first experience! it was gooood]
then i had my interview god i hope i get the job!!

Thursday, August 21, 2008

Whiskey Wednesday

I went out to Oakland to have dinner with Jason
we ate at this very vacant chinese restaurant/ the tofu was gooddd
After dinner we walked to the liquor store and bought scratchers
neither of us won
we proceeded to walk to a bar a few blocks away
we both had a couple of jack & cokes
then decided to sip on dat hennessey
after a few sips we took over 2 new names:
Jamal and Laquisha
Jamal stole me the really cute baby salt and pepper shakers hahah
after the bar we felt donuts were very appropriate
however the only 24 hour donut shop was quite a ways away
so we had to stop by a convenient store and grab some snacks for the trail
Jason's idea of a snack was a bottle of whiskey
mine was of course milano cookies and pre packaged chocolate donuts
for some reason it made sense to pregame fresh donuts with bad donuts
so we began our journey up hill
we literally walked a few miles
i honestly didnt think i would make it haha i was soo tired
we finally got there but by the time we did i was full from the cookies, donuts, and whiskey so i only wound up eating a donut hole
we made our way back to his place and had a nerf gun war
i stuck the dart on my forehead and kept it there for the remainder of the night
we lurked it up, listened to pterodactyls and the really good music he made
he sang, spilled whiskey all over his keyboard and my pants then we listened to the "my dick" song and passed out.
FUNNNN night :]
i got home at 7 and had school at 11
i have an interview with borders whoot whoot!




Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Self help for the day

I dont want to talk about the things that make me want to kill myself, i want to talk about the things that dont. I dont want to try to fix constants, i want to fix variables. I have to trade in my regrets for lessons. :]

Saturday, August 16, 2008

One week mark

I finally got hooked up with verizon USB card. im HYYYYPED. Justin left this morning so that sucked but this has totally cheered me upp! job hunt begins and i have a new favorite spot

Friday, August 15, 2008

ketchup

There were a few more drunk nights before the desert and i parted ways. It was nothing you havent read in my other blogs but we did make everynight count! Northern California was a fabulous choice. Everything is going really really well. I finally feel like this quant box is home. I'm not drinking as much and ive recently picked up this new meal called "salad" its a buncha leaves with dressing. its pretty alright i guess. Ive been making elaborate meals, organizing shit, watching movies galore, and playing spider, bejeweled 2, and diner dash. Diner dash is of course this awesome game where you are a server in a remote restaurant in an amusement park. The object of the game is to save the store from crashing. you have to seat, take orders, serve, collect money, and clean up. For some god forsaken reason its one of the most ridiculous addicting games ive even played. Its like having an interactve job. pretty lame i guess. Justin popped in yesterday morning. we took a subway to san francisco. we ate at cheesecake factory of course haha, then we just walked around the city. its an awesome place. we took the wrong route and wound up in dubln and didnt get home til late. The night before i met up with my friend jason and some friends of his. We went to a korean bar and i tried soju (korean liquor) for the first time. it was pretty good it tasted like vodka but it was smoootherrr! by the end of the night i was hammered and when justin asked for directions i slurred "just go north!!" ha then today we went out to the marina hung out then had a fancy dinner at Taco Bell. crunch wrap supremes are bombbb. then we saw tropic thunder which was mega hilarious. now im just dreading him leaving :( Anyway now that were all caught up im gonna make some quesadillas.
ciao.

post script: i really miss my family/friends <3

Thursday, July 24, 2008

hyPATHETICal

Philosofear:
So you don't know what you've got until it's gone
AND you had it because you loved it
BUT you let it go because that's what you were supposed to do
OR was it because you no longer loved it?
AND supposedly if it comes back its meant to be.
BUT you refuse to touch the stove twice

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

!!whoa!!

I havent posted anything in a little over a week
there is a new addition to the family, "boreski"
more like "whore-ski"
ANYWAY Andy's been in it more
victor, ben, and luis have as well
AND "duh" is the new IT word


WEEKEND UPDATES:

FRIDAY

the center show
me lauren and victor pregamed in the parkinglot
victor passed out on the couch during the show haha
lauren lost her purse but i got it back
we went back to the UN house
i went home

SATURDAY

the ignition show
lauren and linda made me take off my shorts and wear my dress by itself ha
war tapes were pretty awesome
pterodactyls sounded pretty good, i love that dannys in it
i tried to get everyone to dance to soldistrict
we went to an afterparty
aparently me and johnny rolled around in the grass?
this lesbian tried to get me to go to a room AH
me and val went pee and had a good talk
i took shot of random whiskey with some new friends
i caught up with seth
stopped puff from fighting cause he couldnt even stand on his own
helped albert by getting him water as he threw up over a wall ha
danced around
saw tina and we reminesced about our trampoline days and working at marios
lauren passed out in her car :(
i drove us all to laurens
andy met up we had a sleep ova
we sang to andys music
andy and lauren lifted weights
we stayed up til 7 am then andy woke us up at 10
with his day plan nonsense
hes so funny!

SUNDAY

wilber, matthew, victor, justin, and andy came to lauren's
we all drank, ate snacks, and watched movies
saving silverman is the best movie everr
matthew mocked me haha
sat in laurens moms bathtub and talked to justin on the phone
went to the gas station
laid outside on the floor with justin and rambled about whatever
we were gonna trade #s then he said he didnt have a phone
so then i reached into the side pocket of his car and said
"THEN WHATS THIS??!" as i pulled out a lint roller
then he said "no thats a lint roller, this is my phone"
then for some reason i said "no wonder your phone doesnt have lint!!"
haha im an idiot
everyone left then me lauren and victor went to bed cause were so romantic

MONDAY

went over to victors
hung out with ben luis johnny and victor
had strange conversations
mini mall party
jam session 2008
armondo picked me up
we ate rice at the park then had an mega food fight
we heard some dude makin lame threats via phone
we went over to a mexican mans house
we picked up beer galore
then hung out and i spoke to them in spanish and got to know them
it was chill dawg

AND NOW WEEKEND VIDEOS...










AND NOW WEEKEND PICTURES:

bathroom rendezvous


sweatty-ass neil


podium whores

Monday, July 7, 2008

funk

i had an awesome time my second night in half moon bay.
got pretty plastered and danced all night
my dad wound up being the bartender at the family affair
he took shots and got pretty wasted.
it was the first time ive seen him that happy.
pretty rare occasion. for real.

Last night i went to victors
ben, luis, johnny, carlos, lauren, albert, and victor maybe more?
we all drank vodka and juice
we all talked about how victor was james bond
we danced, blurriMess, i went home

Saturday, July 5, 2008

its like this

I've seen wall e twice now, I've been drunk every night, I've danced a whole lot, a few mall parties, a few UN house encounters, some BK meals, a swim party, happy hour and appetizer deals, some reuniting, mostly skovar, mostly destructive, mostly productive, pretty intense, and pretty fun. usually the person that's always in it, hasn't been. I blame the cable company, nineties mtv animation, and false accusations. DUH now I'm stuck in a big city on a family trip and couldn't want to go home more desperately. however, I do appreciate the weather and the food more than I am willing to admit. I also really did miss these friendly faces. not to mention my cousin made the best blended strawberry margarita I've ever had! goodnight.

Monday, June 30, 2008

optimistic

i drove by a shitty car yesterday and felt alot better about my situation
thats terrible.

-saturday, had river party with andy, johnny, and matthew
-skovar and strawberry white zin
-went to the red barn
-danced around all cuhhhrazy
-stole drinks of lauren's free drink
-met some sophisticated dude
-hung out with everyone
-asked david if he sold glass to piss him off
-saved megan from this scary guy by telling him we were lesbians
-saw everyone i knew
-slapped some asses
-bathroom parties
-talking to the door guy and him tellin me to add
his band and how to fix my car's muffler ha

-sunday, bk with johnny
-river party UHGAIN
-took our blood pressure 46546546 times
-skovar handle #2 of the weekend
-i love red amp!
-met up with andy and matthew
-matthew, johnny, and andy copied los campesinos




-went to see wall-E, best movie everrrr
-"WALL-EEE" ..."Evaaaaa"
-andy bought popcorn and we all mooched
-went to victor's
-we had dance party2008
-vodka and orangeade is the new black
-me and lauren gave eachother lap dances
-me and victor paraded around in moo moos
-"i only have 2 moo moos."
-we had photoshoot and attempted to have a collaborative painting
-we didnt get around to it ha
-me and lauren sat on the sidewalk and chatted
-went home

Saturday, June 28, 2008

hellaaa shitty

wed, thurs, fri is sort of a blur
some dumb chicken fucker busted my car window and stole my stereo and ipod
it does sorta make me wanna kill myself when i drive around in silence and part of my window breaks off a little more everytime i close the door. But i have to be greatful that those assholes didnt harm me or anyone else. AAANYWAY ive been in a quiet mood lately. I can't help it. I'm just really pensive and stressed constantly. Its totally not like me. I'm a mellow person, it weirds me out.

Friday night was ignition show. i hated andy and walked out on his show
we started up the "andy sucks" chant. EVERYONE was in it. I felt bad but it was way funny and it was all out of good fun. We went down to JD's landing and had a ghettoass margarita for 6 bucks a piece. the bartender was an idiot. went back to ignition hung out with strangers and took pics. Drove back to PD and me, lauren, carlos, and linda sang selena at the top of our lungs. Went over to the UN house. it was chill. Wonder how tonight will turn. We'll probably end up at the red barn.

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

dsghkjs

MONDAY
-didnt leave my house :]

TUESDAY
-hung out with lauren
-had a cran and vodka
-made music
-went to carlos'
-la cadena
-we all took shots
-me. lauren, and carlos went swimming in boxers and a shirt
-me and lauren devised a plan for me to marry rich and get us plastic surgery
-me and carlos had a mini photoshoot
-went to the UN house
-me and victor shared a blue lollipop and split up the gum at the end haha
-me and robbie made ugly faces at eachother
-i hung out with cats and one of them jumped out of a high window!
-we all talked about movies
-i stole eddddgarrr's hat and wore it
-edgarrrr admitted he hated me cause i gave him the wrong name back when i was in high school and there were shows at olympia hah
-dropped carlos off and went homee
-had a drunk conversation with my mom and when she asked why i smelled like alcohol, i said "mom! i always smell that way!" and continued my story hahaha

Monday, June 23, 2008

Strawberry Zin weekend



updates

Lemon cleanse lasted til thursday, where did my willpower go?
i had 2 slices of pizza and got drunk
i lost a good 6 pounds though

-walmart party with carlos, bolin, johnny, and andy [i was sober!]
-next night jeremy's place, an interesting outing?
-i recorded videos of us gestering BJ's
-bolin kinda just didnt contribute to the video at all ha
-wilber guarded his snickers candy bar like a knight
-friday went to Matt's show party
-Eddddgarrr, victor was funny
he wore a coral blazer unbottoned with no shirt
-I fell back in love with abey
-we had dance party. wilber was my partner and carlos was lauren's
-i hung out with CJ!
-we drank strawberry zin and took myspace pics like weirdos
-left austin a very drunk voicemail ha
-saturday night, went to dannys 21st party
-ive come to realize this is a good year
cause everyone is turning 21 and theres been partys up the wazooo
-saw my BFF chris, we need BFF charms already!
-hung out with oscar and hoarded the pizza and breadsticks
-me and janelle laughed at her coconut rum apparently "the taste is REAL"
-went to circle K bought chips, i was bummed cause i added too much cheese
-Met up with andy at the park
-all three of us sharaded sexual positions haha
-andy licked my hand GROSSSS
-we wrestled andy, he won
-we used the grass like napkins
-i sprayed my smart water all over andy
-he tried to walk home to try and walk off the alcohol
but something tells me a 20 sec walk wasnt gonna do it
plus WHAT IF HE GOT MUGGED!!
-me and lauren went back to her house and lurked it up on myspace
-then passed out
-Sunday i went to hollywood with lynne, her boyfriend, andy
-went to BK
-we bought like 3 thousand chasers and drank at amoeba
-bought 4 movies i never even saw before, im broke now!
-walked down sunset
-saw a man dancing in a window with a speedo
-went to american apparel, shmoozed the manager
-hung out with fake movie characters
-took a picture of jamie foxx and john ritter's star. I LOVE THEM!
-ate jalapeno chips
-went homeeee

Monday, June 16, 2008

wayward weekend

THE TRUE SCARY STORY

I was having a dream about being in a park with friends. I woke up, opened my eyes, began to feel 2 hands pressing down on me. I could not breathe, i was in a definite state of panic. The room began to turn upside down, faster and faster, the room would spin. My eyes open the whole time, I began to hear a deep voice. I could not make out the words, nor do I know for sure it was english. This continued for a few minutes. Finally, i was back on my bed right-side up and the pressure jerked away. My room became unbearably cold, take in to consideration that my room is the hottest room in the whole house and it is summer. I got the chills all over my body. I was lying there paralyzed not sure what to make of the whole situation. I finally mustered the strength to get up and leave the room. I have never been in such a state. I do not believe in god or the devil. I do not understand the whole situation, however i know for a fact it wasn't a dream, i never once closed my eyes. Completely sober, completely awake.

Next day...
-slept during the day
-family BBQ
-watched the lakers game at beer hunter
-trillion instant replays of kobe's dunk
-strawberry margarita
-walmart party
-watched daria at andy's house
-drove andys car to my house
-he passed out for like an hour outside my house
haha
-the light got shut off for maintenence reasons from 10PM to 6AM
we were frying our asses off. i dint sleep once again :(
-woke up for work at 8

My blogs are going downhill. yuck
plus im on a cleansing fast for 14 days so i wont be having H 3 0 encounters
LAME

Saturday, June 14, 2008

staying in on a saturday?

during the course of a few days i have,

-gone to the movies with wilber and andy to see kung fu panda
-skovar party
-show in palm springs
-emotional outbreaks with carlos and lauren
-skovar
-stealing toms brass monkey
-met up with andy, tom, and austin
-JD's landing carlos hooking us up with maragaritas
-drunk dialing brandon
-a couple more people met up
-walking down the strip
-drunk dialing alan
-arguing with andres
-getting jack in the box
-somehow spilling buffalo sauce down my window
-carlos talking to a bum and me and lauren not even being phased
-drunk billion hour phone conversation with andy


and now i am looking at scholarships, apartments, and furniture

Thursday, June 12, 2008

everyday is the same?

-worked
-napped
-dinner chimichanga
-carlos'
-UH spark
-hung out with carlos andy and bolin
-expediaed flights
-amtraked train rides
-good life talks with carlos
-went home

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

shitty vs. real

let the filtering of friends begin

hmmmm

MONDAY
-tennis match
-sober parking lot parties
-small dogs
-matthew in short PE shorts
-enormous bugs
-carlos' place & red cups ith H2O!!
-midnight chimichanga

TUESDAY
-applied to 2 schools
-corys house
-islands
-too much food
-strawberry margarita
-NEVER getting carded!!
-walk to toys r us
-photoshoot/playing


-melting outside
-target
-TJ's bbq/ big reunion :]
-ryan in boxer briefs
-making me uncomfortable haha
-cory loses pants
-cory finds pants
-"liz hands out HJs like lollipops at a dr's office"
-woo prestige and spicy assorted chips
-neils with andy cory and lauren
-stopping men from bathroom wars
-stealing andy's beer
-midnight chimichanga

Monday, June 9, 2008

deep breaths




okay im stressed, like really really stressed. I'm trying to book a flight to seattle at the end of july. Everything has started to hit me. I can't breathe right. i decided to go to central seattle community college instead of south. Its pretty much in downtown seattle so its going to be extremely expensive. My mom wants me to move out a whole month before so i can get settled in and be able to focus when fall semester starts. Since school starts september 22nd, that means id move out late august. SHYITT thats soon and all i have is dishes and a blender!

IM WORRIED THAT...

-i wont be able to find a job
-i'm going to be totally lost for a while
-that i wont do well in school
-that i'll be alone
-i wont be able to take the weather
-nostalgia will kill me

BUT I'M HYPED THAT...

-I'll finally be somewhere else
-I'll grow up alot being that my parents wont be there
-I'll be getting closer to a career i actually wanna have
-I'll meet new people
-I'll be surrounded by an amazing music scene
-I'll hang out with alan in canada
-I'll always get rain
-my atmosphere will be completely opposite


okay i feel better now

birthday hi lights

PRE-BIRTHDAY

-river party with lauren, carlos, and andy
-turned 21 at midnight, went to napas
-me and lauren stole ordering notebooks and a shot glass
-seth bought me a birthday margarita
-i took a straight shot of jack with no chaser
-matthew, jess, and vanessa joined us
-went home, stood on my parents bed and made them wake up to take a shot with me
-we all had a shot of casadores tequila, theyre my heros!!

BIRTHDAY

-woke up, went to the gas station with michael
-we bought a 40 and orange juice
-dropped him off then went swimming
-fought wasps
-saw a bee swimming
-took a shower and passed out
-me and lauren went to olive garden
-had margaritas, they didnt even card meeee
-everyone and their mother, i drank my life away
-billy monster hung out
-drank more
THE FOLLOWING EVENTS ARE NOT REMEMBERED

-i had a topless party with myself haha
-played some mad ping pong
-kicked people out for whatever reason
-jumped in the pool fully clothed
-passed out

POST-BIRTHDAY

-hung out with johnny and andy
-found my heel in the middle of the street
-bought a handle and orange soda at about ten AM
-my brother found the other heel over the wall by the mall haha
-had a mini mall party
-had a killer something vague jam session
-picked up bolin and lynne and drove to yucca for a show
-nachos, pizza, and beer
-got free birthday beers
-had a heart to heart with chris cross
-linda came, we drank, she wanted to hook me up with some bro haha
-it was a really good show!
-went home

Thursday, June 5, 2008

June 4th

A pretty solid day

-day off
-carlos and andy dropped me off at 5 am
-andy picked me up at 11 am
-went to his house, had brass monkeys for breakfast
-i made him some good ass breakfast burritos
-cut his hair
-bought la cadena vodka, chips galore, and capri sun, its the new chaser only $2.49 for a ten pack!
-we made bbq and salsa verde chip sandwiches
-i broke my fast after 4 days :(
-drank and had indio fashion mall party with johnny
-mexican candy <3
today i ate my first legit meal, chilli cheese fries from carls jr
-im going on the maple syrup lemon cayanne pepper water diet 2 days after my birthday. Which means no drinking alcohol or eating for ten whole days!!
-the supplies to be on it cost me 17 bucksss AYE
-ANYWAY, played doubles tennis with lauren, carlos, and matthew, soo fun
-i'm def the worst player, running isnt my thing
-we did cart wheels in the park after and back flips and all had sex talk
-headed to carlos' jacky and andy met up we all had vodka and dole
[another handle, handled]
-drove by caroline on accident then went in to her goodbye party
-met people, saw lizards
-eric and caroline drunk and dramatically tried to get me not to drive so i ran to my car and drove off hahah
-it was a marvelous wednesday :]


Wednesday, June 4, 2008

current song: "Go Ahead"

-worked
-napped
-carlos' house with andy
-blurry night
-sang a little elliot smith
-drank citron, it was okay
-i wanna be a professional alcohol reviewer
no school needed
-i passed out in a doorway? hmm
-i guess "duh" was the word of the night.
-the fast is going well, i feel okay, shakey but
im keeping very hydrated :]
-me, lauren, andy, and carlos are gonna play tennis today. im hyped
-i get paid tomorrow, im gonna buy margarita supplies
-im almost 21
-i cant stop listening to this song.

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

maybe i should invest in taking over the whore life style




-last night was weird, im not over it
-me and lauren serenaded people at the party
-i feel like throwing up
-jaeger bombs, vodka, beer
-got pulled into the pool with my clothes on
-parent talk with tom
-made a cool ten year old friend, dria is chill as hell
-i love cats
-i hate people that are too much like me
-late night skinny dip, scandeloso
-pretty sure andy saw me naked, not to mention everyone else even though i was convinced it was way dark
-I havent's been negative in a while but... i've decided im gonna start being fake and not let my guard down (not that i do already) im so sick of this place. I have to stop drinking so much, its rediculous. I'm sick of my life style. I'm so sick of meeting the same people in different bodies.
-i wanna move now
-im fasting til im 21
-i hate my weight
-my palm centro is donezo, whateva im over it [kinda]
-i miss people
-i want more constants
-im not having a good day, incase that wasn't obvious
-if i got pregnant, id surely hoover that shit out and dump it on his lawn
-ha ok, now that thats out, i feel better, for real :]
-plus this lady gave me 20 buucks for finding her diamond earing
-&& my birthdays in 4 days, i cant wait for bars and gnarly old men
-i want a margarita
-plus i got a new blender

Sunday, June 1, 2008

ugh

the only thing keeping me up right now is my dire need to say happy birthday to tom ha

interesting night, tonight

-i had lots of inspirado today, i wrote 2 new soongs on keyboard
-hung out with lauren
-dropped half a bottle of orange soda in my purse in an attempt to escape the cops
-saw the strangers movie, it was awesome
-johnny measled 3 free movie tickets out of the river for my chair being kicked
-one of those tickets better have my name on it
-turned everyone against andy
-went to cheesecake factory
-decided burger king was betterrrr and cheaper
-all 8 of us bailed
-me andy lauren and johnny headed over to BK
-they closed a whole hour early but johnny threatened to sue so we all bought chicken fries and ate them on the curb outside
-i spilled my sprite behind the counter and as they were in the back johnny and i frantically grabbed towels and cleaned up the mess i made
-we're smooth
-im clumsy :]
-i love how big of a con johnny is <3
-i hate mind games alot, i wish i could bring myself to stop playing them but i simply cant be made a fool :[
-tonight was fun, tomorrows my day off, okay, its tom's 25th birthday!!
-were drinking all day when we wake up
-so its like any other day basically but coooler
i wanna make cool cupcakes like this!!

Last day of May!

-worked
-napped
-went to the way good beach side cafe show
-i was inebriated, BIG surprise
-i like seeing everyone
-went to vons with matthew, bought red bull and plain goldfishes
i regretted it cause the cheese ones are better.
Matthew dumped the fishes into my cheez it box,
truely assuming that the fishes would take on the cheese flavor
...hahah
-we went back to the show
-i went to my car and took a 30 minute "nap"
-woke up ready to party
-del taco party
-went to shannons
-bought beer and mojitos
-everyone pawned off their wine to me
-drank a mojito with tom
-life talks with rusty, tom and his friend
-shannon pulled me around in a wagon and we pretended it was a tour ride
-left, hung out with matthew

Saturday, May 31, 2008

catch uppp

hmm its been a while, lets see...

-mall parties [BIG turnout]
-river parties
-yard house
-deep conversations
-ex boyfriends
-being rebound girl
-drunk texts
-phone wars
-mostly hanging out with andy, tom, austin, kelsi, and lauren
-"dumb water"
-smart water is my new favorite water by the way, its totally convenient!


<33333




-I'm spending too much money on chasers/i need to learn how to suck it up and take shots straight
-super walmart
-saw Sex in the City, it was cheesy and drug out too long can't say I wasnt expecting that though
-i wanna see Strangers
-i need to wash my hair more
-i totally owe tom a handle of skovar :\

Wednesday, May 28, 2008

Ten days til my birthday!!

-worked
-me and lauren dressed up and went to the civic center to play tennis
-we discussed adult things and talked about our "nannies" and "husband" problems
-we took pictures on the court and took mega action shots
-went back to my house and threw POPITS on my drive way
-ran around my neighborhood
-this was all done COMPLETELY sober!!
-lauren left, went over to shannon's
-hung out with tom, kelsi, shannon, and austin
-drank and played pool and watched stand-up

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

my irony is

Plastic LOVE





I was a vegetarian selling veal
I was a girlfriend being unfaithful
I was slinging products I did not use
I dispersed advice I never used
I wrote love songs when I wasn’t in love
I am a cat person with a dog
I went to church when I didn’t believe
I am a failure determined to achieve
I was a fool with a high GPA
I am quiet with millions of words to say
I am the biggest liar and the worst
I am a tom boy with a purse
I am an introvert posing as an extrovert
I prefer cold places, born in a desert
I went to beauty school but HATE cutting hair
I am a lover pretending not to care

hahaha

-Me and Lauren went to the SOS show
-got drunk in the car
-arrived then realized it was a christian show
-were uncomfortable and went out to the car to pregame more hah
-saw EVERYONE i knew
-decided to take out my lip piercing, i already regret it, but whateva
-reunited, mingled, denied being intoxicated
-popped squats around the corner of the show
-took pictures of our pee puddles
-went to Burger King with matthew and andy
-ate all of my food and some of everyone else's
-im for sure obese
-wrote scrambled text messages
-went home, woke up at 3:30 AM
couldnt go back to bed so i played super mario mini games til 6 in the morning
-read back my texts, they were rediculous haha
-i didnt mean anything i said, i just had no idea what I was saying
-i am so sick of mind games

Sunday, May 25, 2008

sunturday

-family trip
-long beach 3 hour sea life cruise
-i took shots below the deck and in the bathroom ha
-it was awesome, i totally passed out on the boat
-we saw dolphins and sea lions
-sealions remind me of shadow
-went home
-i bought green and white bowls and plates. im so hyped on them :]




-i needa do something tonight
-im out of vodka againnnn. AYE


-wound up hanging with tom, kelsi, and austin
-wine & brass monkeys
-played guitar hero at estebans with cj & jaylee
-dropped cj &ray off
-went homeee


-drank and watched mean girls with lauren and andy
-went to wilber's show too early. it smelled like dirty weiner and tortillas
-bailed
-la estancia
-deep conversations
-watched more entourage with matthew

Saturday, May 24, 2008

p.s.

listen to the sea bear song on my playlist
when i get to seattle, im gonna focus on school, and making that type of music
i need to learn harmonica and better myself at guitar

looking on the brightside when there is no brightside

-hung out with andy drank
-bringing back text signatures and ghetto texts "wHerE dA pArtY @ bOi?"
-went to rubens friends house, ruben has a sick french mustache by the way.
-saw edward scissorhands in the flesh ha
-discussed physics with adriel, it was blowing my mind
-found the perfect beirut partner, i forget his name. he was dope
-dropped andy off
-went over to corys
-ate habenero dorritos
-saw good people
-played a drinking game, i still dont understand it

i have a better outlook on life. There is so much worse going on, its rediculous for me not to appreciate everything I have. I used to be sooo depressed like in high school and right after and i went to psychiatrist after psychiatrist, sampling anti depressants like wine and nothing helped. Now that I look back on it, no one could help me but myself. it disgusts me thinking i was so miserable when nothing unbearable was happening. I fucking appreciate everything soo much. I've become so much more positive. i wish everyone felt that way. There is honestly NO reason to have bad days when you have everything you need and everyone you love.

Friday, May 23, 2008

random things

The only movie at the river that me and Andy havent seen is harold and kumar. I cut my bangs, im in a rediculously good mood, i eat too much, i love the weather. i cant wait to move. im so anxious. i constantly look up furniture and want to buy everything. Handles are lasting less and less. We're at one handle for 2 days. Andy is SO funny. I wanna write a book about chasers, the do's and dont's.

-got drunk with carlos, lauren, wilber, and andy
-kumshakakhan vodkaaaa
-i saw the new indiana jones movie at midnight
-drank with tom in it
-we like to "mang" out and drink lava vodka


-hung out with andy, lauren, and cory at the cove park
-drank and swang
-too many confessions
-i still hate clyde but hes just so cute!!
-went to shannons
-grossss mixed drink only cause the coconut malibu. ew gross
-beat tom at pool
-went home

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

its wednesday, i feel fucking wacky

-monday was redbarn, vodka, and shuffleboard
-tuesday was movies and vodka

andys phone i think is shut off
:(
yuck.


im about to eatfresh

ive had this weird feeling since last night


i have this philosophy that certain people kind of sink over the months. Not necessarily because they chose to, just because you drown them out and let them go in your life. And just when you really feel theyve left your head, their distant memory floats back to the top. Just like any corpse would in a body of water. Its almost as if they even haunt you sometimes when you drink even though you were drinking them away. Its a sick cycle because you spend so long concealing and piling people over them however no matter what they're still at the bottom existing and you never rid of them. I just hope they never rid of me.

i need a drink :)

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

super sober sunday!

sober called, wanted to hang out all day and nap
first day of 24 hour sober since over a month
i feel bad for my liver, REALLY
im winding down
but im gonna make my 21st phenomenal

Sunday, May 18, 2008

saturday 17

-worked, i asked my boss bob if he smoked weed back in his day. he said he loved grass and that he'd drop LSD and go to seminars. i respect that, haha
-went to the mall
-me and lauren took shots and ate frozen foods at my house
-we went over to shannons to pick up my phone
-tom went with us to the palm springs show
-we walked to rite aid to buy cheap alcohol and cigarettes even though none of us smoke haha
-the vodka we got was like fire in a clear liquid form.
-me and tom wandered into the sculpture place to see the enormous giraffes
-we sat on the floor and watched courtesy knave and hung out with everyone
- i tried the new blue amp with andy, itd be really good with UV blue raspberry i bet
-we went to the gas station and i tried the new purple amp, it tastes like children's tylenol
-tom slept in my car
-haha poor tom, i dropped him off in the morning and pretty much slept all day

friday may 16

-worked
-attempted to go to the palm springs show
didn't
-went over to kelsi's friend's house and hung out, they had no idea i was already drunk. id like to think i disguised myself as sober pretty well
-i sat on the swing with tom and he kept swinging, at one point i almost threw up but i refused to let him know i was drunk haha
-i also think they might have thought i was strange when i asked for a cup of juice
-me and kelsi had a good talk about life
-i went home/ left my phone there :(

Friday, May 16, 2008

wednesday and thursday

TH

-street fair with johnny
-super walmart
-salsa verde dorritos
-fatburger lemonade
-adam's winner party
-vodka and wine spritzers
-fell in love with the boy that drove the beige vespa
-good talk with megan
-got kicked out of redbarn with andy
-walgreenssss


W

-hung out at andys
-watched him and his brother jam
-johnny is an awesome drummer
-drank & sampled movies
-went to the bowling alley
-ate chilli fries and didnt bowl
-people watched
-took shots
-went to danny's
-hung out with oscar, i never see him anymore :(
-went home

Wednesday, May 14, 2008

2s day

-worked
-met up with HOhnny and Andy at the mall
-more gourmet fries, more thunder thighs
-had some shots then went back to the mall only to realize there was nothing to do but buy a couple more handles.
-purchased 2 handles, 2 chasers, and hot funyuns/ the perfect party supplies
-went back to the mall, ate at pat and oscars
-river, ZZ came to hang out, andy agressively threw me off a chair
-zz left, snuck into the movies
-we saw the beginning of speed racer... it blewww
-we had no chasers so we took shots by themselves... dragons breathing fire
-walked into made of honor.. it was good but dumb johnny and andy were BORED
-went home, showered in cold water cause i was dieing of heat stroke then fell asleep

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

monday, june 12

-slept ALOT
-played video games
-drank and ran errands with andy and johnny
-tried the new spicy chicken wrap from wendys... its alright. they really liked it but they were high ha
-caught a matinee of "what happens in vegas" (it sucked, we walked out)
-i was being a drunk diva
-andy dumped my ass off haha
-i sat on the pool steps and made a really good song on guitar but now i've forgotten it
-went over to corys, we jammed and made a song about zombies and the devil
"hey liz, its the devil, where the party at?"
"sorry man, i gotta feed my cat"
"Oh... what about later?"
"uhhh.. sorry gotta feed my alligator."
hahah
-we went to walmart then the targ and cory shopped and bought super slick black slacks and a cheap ass guitar so we could jam. we contemplated trying the new cheeseburger flavored pringles but decided not to.
-i bought a new purse . its tight, i could fit a handle in it discreetly.
-the juno soundtrack is awesome!
-went back to corys, tuned his guitar, and played beautiful music
-went home, zzzzzz...

Monday, May 12, 2008

sundae?

-watched lars and the real girl one more time
-walmart party is certainly no mall party
-pregamed in the parking lot haha
-went in to walmart with andy and johnny and stocked up on buffalo flavored pringles. I wanted to buy several cans but johnny wasnt having it and only allowed me to buy 3
-drank caliber vodka and tried the new orange amp flavor. its stupendous.
-we went to the river contemplating sneaking in but the old grumpy guy was watching the door
-then johnny ditched us at one point to which we didnt notice right away
-we were thoroughly offended
-me and andy sat at the bar stools in the theater lobby and discussed how i need to find a bro boyfriend since i havent ever dated one. He's gonna find a bro-hoe.
-mega prank calls
-played air hockey, andy won
-played race car game, i won
-played DDR, i won. Andy claims it was cause he didnt get how to play at first but im under the impression its because im a really talented dancer
-went over to carlos' and hung out with him and jaylee
-went home

Sunday, May 11, 2008

saturday night

-napped
-watched lars and the real girl AGAIN
-cost plus gifts
-went to the gas station and when i went to remove the nozzle from my tank, gasoline went every where. It was like a fucking super soak gun
-spent the rest of the night reaking of gasoline, gotta say i was quite light headed for a while there
-grandmas birthday bbq
-watched juno with andy and his siblings
-ate a chilli dog
-tried to find the definition of "double sec vodka"
-vodka & cran
-squeeze pop is the new alcohol disguiser
-beauty and the beast is the new black
-circle K , andy bought a forty
-decided mystery tornadoes are just too sketchy
-watched best of will ferrell SNL
-went home

Saturday, May 10, 2008

May 8/9

may 9

-worked
-i have dark hair again, its pretty tight. i wanted to throw up everytime i looked in the mirror and saw my strawberry blonde hair.
-im scene again... sike
-went to albertsons with carlos and got UV blue vodka and turtle food. ha weird combo
-went to the ignition show missed Something Vague due to certain reasons
pretty bummed cause it was the only reason i drove all the way to palm springs
-AND totally got ditched for a bar. story of my life, i fucking hate it!!
-that one band that had a harp player was awesome!
-the UN kids hate me, its quite amusing :)
-the owner of ignition asked about lauren, told him she was in italy, he's got a crush haha
-pounded 2 of andy's hot beers from his trunk
-had bathroom party with val and aileen
-gave jacky a lap dance
-I will continue to think Edgar is the ugliest name on the face of this planet.
-jacky and carlos bickered at one another
-i bought them jack in the box
-i <3 bacon cheddar potatoe wedges i just cant say the fucking name when im under extreme ordering pressure.
-dropped carlos off then proceeded to go to the gas station and buy hot funyuns
-im convinced im obese
-got home, a bunch of my brother's friends were over, i was pretty buzzed, I was like "what is this the white party??"
- hah Brenton had some smartass comment as usual
-i passed out and woke up at 4 AM as a water zombie then had to wake up for work at 7.

may 8

-workkkk
-helped jacky unload stuff
-when we said "hey carlos, wanna help assemble a couch?" we really meant hey carlos, wanna assemble a couch while me and jacky watch and take shots and dance around to the record player? haha
-went home, slept

Thursday, May 8, 2008

wack wednesday

-brothers birthday bash
-subway... eat FRESH
-bleached my hair AGAIN
-brothers baseball game.. he pitched & hes better than the chubby boy
-something vague video shoot/ default shoot in the mall parking structure haha
-me and johnny used mexican candy and mocked lady and the tramp
-bolin hated usss haha
-waited in the esmeralda parking lot and had MORE smart water
-picked up cory from work
-went to his house and watched him play grand theft auto and hung out with baby and took drunk pictures with her haha. shes a big ol' lesbian dog. she loves meee
-hung out with matthew and watched apocolypto.
-i watch alot of movies
-goryyyyy
-got home wayy late
- i had work the next day.
-imazombie.

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

tuesday may 6

-worked
-went to the mall and Andy got apps
-gourmet friesssss <3
-I HAVE TO WORK OUT THIS WEEK
-brother's birthday dinner at tony romas
-mexicans like chicken too
-went to carlos'
-watched "fernando" jam with andy
-more "smart" water
-drank and took the grand tour
-carlos gave us his portfolio postcard
-snuck into iron man
-carlos spoke to the movie screan
-people yelled and kicked our chairs
-meanwhile carlos yelled "i have a voice" haha
-we moved three times
-it was a gooood movie but it was way long
-at midnight Mike turned into a teenager
-i gave him a birthday hug at about 1 AM
-he was pissed i woke him up ha
-31 days til im fucking 21, finally.

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

friday/saturday/sunday/monday

Monday-- cinco de mayo!

-me, drew, and scott went to Disneyland
-for traditional purposes, drew and scott drank pacifico and we bumped the mexican station in the disneyland parkinglot
-the guy at the parking garage said "do you guys not wanna pay?" and just let us in for free, it was dope. ha
-i snuck a dasani bottle of vodka in. Im sneaky && crafty
-me and drew were maybe a little too hydrated for scott. poor scott
-we ate some good ass chilli dogs though
-got on all the rides
-the picture of scott and I on spacemountain was pretty much priceless. he looks like a warewolf meanwhile i looked like a craysee.
-drove back to the desert afterward in about an hour and a half . no joke. fastest time ever.

Sunday

-Bought a nintendo DS cover. it was for the wrong one. Also got Lars and the real girl on DVD
-Andy came over and we watched it. He liked it i think. we were drunk
-we went to islands and apparently happy hour doesnt even exist sundays. lame.
-we ate alott
-we went to target and bought bathroom items such as deodorant, face wash, and toothpaste. I convinced Andy to convert to olay. haha
-these gay guys were trying to convince us to buy a back scrub
-it was a bit awkward. :)
-we brainstormed for a something vague video
-i napped
-drove down to long beach
-there is nothing like spontenaity
-saw a bit of borat "pamela, i am no longer attracted to you...NOT"
-i finally saw cloverfield again, this time i was sober
-i was right even when i was drunk and couldnt remember the monster or anything at all
-that movie sucks. i will continue to call it "clovergay"
-im so clever.

Saturday

-worked
-went to andys
-andys momma bought me, johnny, and andy pizza
-we snuck into stagecoach
-all of us were too drunk
-this creepy man followed us for a bit and offered his vodka
-they didnt have margaritas
-i convinced the dude to give me straight rum cause i didnt want a disgusting unproportional mixed drink.
-johnny jumped the fence into the beer garden hahaha
-i didnt watch anyone play gross country music.
-johnny chugged what he thought was andy's beer but that too was rum. oops
-johnny attacked andy and they fought and rolled around the country music festival
-i bailed, andy followed.
-we went back to andys ate the remainder of the pizza and i passed out.

friday

-boomers show
-smart water made me dumb
-prestige vodka is a scumbag
-something vague works well even as a 2 man band
-me, johnny lopez, and andy were reunited haha
-that dumb gguy from that dumb band with a big ego was talking shit to me for no reason
-i wanted to fight him then opted not to.
-hung out with alan and had a good talk.
-i miss him!
-went home

1/30/29/28

MAY 1
-a bit of a blur
-hung out at the tattoo shop
-met brandons grandparents
-in n out
-courteneys and justins place
-drinking games
-guitar hero
-pretty good night.


APRIL 30

-Hung out at Andy's
-drank mamosas
-took shots of guess what? if you dont know by now, youre dumb. :]
-went with andy to pick up his red sentra rental car
-recorded a song. i played guitar/ vocals andy did keyboard/ vocals. we liked it but it might have just been that we were drunk. :P
-hung out with matt and watched all of 30 rockafeller and a whole season of entourage on DVD
-matt's parents are WAY nice.


APRIL 29

-THE last genuine mall party :[ RIP
-went to olive garden had a couple rasberry vodka shots, i didnt need it
-im greedy
-went to the movies with andy
-we saw 2 movies for free
-forgetting sarah marshall and baby mama. im no movie critic but forgetting sarah marshall is phenomenal, its hilarious. Baby mama, not so much. i was dissapointed cause tina fey and amy poehler are awesome.


APRIL 28

-me, cory, and brandon hung out
-cory bought heelys but never fell :(
-we went to cpk... i ate bread, heaps and heaps ha
-the invention of the drinking game forehead card, and nigga were invented by me and cory.
-i drank awful awful merlot and the entire bottle. it never got better either.
-a few of us went bowling
-i passed out in my car for about 3 hoursish
-brandon passed out on the bathroom floor
-we couldnt find him for a while.
-it was real funny.

April 25, 26, 27

coachella festered

-went all 3 days
-missed architecture in helsinki
-caught "kids" from MGMT
-kate nash, rilo kiley, yelle, prince, and a few others were really impressive
-ben gibbard still owes me a wedding
-i spent so much $$$ on margaritas. I sometimes wish when i was drunk i'd somehow
instantly become broke and phoneless.
-missed the cool kids due to trial body checks and intense drinking in the parking lot.
Even though I managed to sneak a water bottle full of vodka in.
-pre-gamed on the first day in traffic and while parked then proceeded to lose my car.
my car totally camped out til sunday morning. Sometimes i'm a fucking idiot
-saw Metric on sunday then bailed
-went to pizza hut party then hung out while i recited a UK accent. They were thoroughly
annoyed but marrissa had my back. HA